Who sent the Monster's?

I always heard His voice, I always knew Him, sounds arrogant maybe? but I'm no more special than someone who says they haven't heard His voice.  I just Knew if I didn't listen I wouldn't live to tell anymore stories. I was five and I had so many stories already that would put me to sleep and sometimes keep me awake , they helped me escape and they helped me to breathe.They reminded me who I was ,when the Monster's came.Psalm 139.I didn't always talk to him,I just knew I could whenever I wanted to. Sometimes I would delibritely,not talk to Him.The shame hurt too much.
Shame covered me,it was a thick heavy blanket that would suffocate my heart,and then the Monster's would come.

My first weapon was a sword.His sword.The word of God.He placed it in my heart,John 10:10.It never left,I hid it in there even when my mouth couldn't speak it my heart could.
The truth was now divided. The enemy had a plan,and God had a plan.PROMISE.
My plan of escape came and was executed,but failed, and the Monster's came.The numbness came to soothe,my voice was taken again , but the inward voicing to my King could not be taken.He was stunning then,and more stunning now.He never let me go.PROMISE.

"Sometimes Your lack of word's are Louder than what you could ever say".
  My voice got silenced,But my silence gave me a voice".

There is one thing we need to know,when they come, because they will come, Our King ,Jesus Christ gave us the Master key, it opens and closes every door.
So whatever is lurking in your heart, a whisper that irks you or the whisper that draws you to your King. He has handed you and I the master key.
Matthew 28:18 " ALL authority in heaven and on the earth has been given to me.